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Dealing with Dread

May 4, 2015 — 7 Comments

On the Office Floor

On the Office Floor

Fear has many aspects. Reasonable fear keeps us safe and alert to danger around us. We must learn to strike a balance between risking too much and avoiding life to stay safe. Frightening situations call on the adrenal glands to kick in the fuel needed to either fight or flight. If we tax those little glands too much with our lifestyle choices they can become depleted and add to an over all loss of well being. Some people face danger in their professions, but the rest of us can generally avoid it. Strong healthy bodies with well nourished nervous systems can endure some stress and fear without harm. In reasonable doses we can handle scary aspects of existence.

Dread is quite another matter. I am under a dark cloud of dread now because my darling dog is having end of life issues. She is 12 years old, so this is not a big surprise. Her kidneys are failing in slow motion. She has been to her vet for antibiotics frequently in the last 6 months because she has a recurring infection in her urinary tract.  She has been able to recover from these bouts, but not come back to the same level of health.  She has less ability to find comfort and move with ease.  She no longer jumps up on our bed, and has difficulty jumping into my car.  The thrill of riding has been replaced by a fear of getting into the back seat.  Since she can’t tell us in words about her level of pain I am wondering.

We cared for my mother at the end of her life.  That was a tough time in terms of patience and  understanding.  It was similar in that we knew she was at the end of her life, but had no idea how long the end might take.  Now that Artemisia the magical huntress will soon go to join her grandma I remember how difficult it was to wait and wonder when death would come.  Dread is not depression, and it is not regular fear.  It is a test.  For an unknown time it is necessary to walk the tightrope between sorrow and acceptance.  The inability to control or stop events in progress is a hard pill to swallow.  It is bittersweet.  This lovely dog has brought much joy to the world which will remain with us after she leaves.

Truth by Mother Goose

April 28, 2015 — 7 Comments

field of sunflowers

field of sunflowers

Early years fill with nursery rhymes, stories designed to teach

Suspended between fictional characters dialog is made to preach

Current popular opinion, political outrage hidden between the lines

The villain and the hero match wits whilst the wicked witch opines

These morality plays change very little with the passage of time

Forces of good conquer evil and the story is set to rhyme

When you meet a character who comes straight from Mother Goose

You have discovered archetypal imagery that will help you to deduce

If you are the victim or the hero, the popular victor or the slimy creep

We all have parts to play, ego hiding under shadowy cover of sleep

field of sunflowers

field of sunflowers

NaPoWriMo 2015

NaPoWriMo 2015

The poetry train has almost arrived at the destination…May.  Hop aboard for a poetic ride here.

Electing Apathy

April 26, 2015 — 4 Comments

Thorny issues

Thorny issues

The candidates align on left and right with eager well lit faces

Chirping sound bites with sincere well tested spinning phrases

They will sprawl all over the airwaves, call your home and send mail

Proclaiming vague tattered arguments that strike everyone as stale

We will resume campaigns for presidential power through bribery

Lavish spending on election shenanigans supports the corrupt dynasty

To protect yourself from Republicans and Democrats you must be firm

Political parties spend like sailors spreading untruths to make you squirm

As they trot out their make up and their speeches, reject the fallacious

Look at the images they are projecting and recognize the mendacious

After the spending and insincere rhetoric we elect  the same jerks

As if nobody has been paying attention to the way this all works

NaPoWriMo 2015

NaPoWriMo 2015

Enjoy poetry this month here.  Take time to read and write some poems in April.

Window Dressing

April 15, 2015 — 1 Comment

 

wrinkled

wrinkled

Gazing out through the window made of magical reflection

Scenes play out vividly structured for the ego’s protection

We find we are exactly the picture of perfection and gravity

When our memory edits all stories to obstruct our incapacity

 

Our flawless composure, wisdom, grace, incomparable wit

Are features of our self image, where the hubris never quits

You may be the only one who knows the truth in the end

Courage sees behind the tales, between the lines, my friend

NaPoWriMo 2015

NaPoWriMo 2015

Every day in April poets are contributing verbal blessings here.  Ride the poetry train for fun and creative stimulation.  There is something for everyone in this group.

 

Passages

April 13, 2015 — 8 Comments

hollyhock

hollyhock

Passages connect the present to the past, fantasy to reality
Art makes waves in every moment, cascading past boundaries
Did your wishes come true then vanish without sustaining life?
Do you know on what level you made agreements with strife?

Your essence continues to slowly distill itself into a concentrate
Unoriginal thoughts of little value bubble up, then evaporate
Did you think your ride would always be smooth until the end?
Do you possess the stamina to make solemn truth your friend?

hollyhock

hollyhock

 

Increase your enjoyment of life, art, and creativity by riding the poetry train this April here.

NaPoWriMo 2015

NaPoWriMo 2015

Three Kinds of Truth

April 10, 2015 — 5 Comments

iris only looks up

iris only looks up

There are three separate kinds of truth in the world:
Empirical has backing of indisputable evidence, proven fact
Cultural is believed by everyone in our group without question
Rhetorical is instilled through language, debated into being

iris only looks up

iris only looks up

These tributaries of veracity flow from different mountains:
Facts fall vertically from the highest peaks of observed reality
Tribal beliefs are instilled from birth with social hill climbing
The waterfall of rhetoric is loud and impressively massive

iris only looks up

iris only looks up

Politicians are dealers in rhetoric designed to sway opinions
Cultures have blind spots that obscure parts of the total picture
Empirical truth is obvious, amplifying proof, ignoring prejudice
The well of pure truth will quench your thirst only if you draw from it

NaPoWriMo 2015

NaPoWriMo 2015

Ride the poetry train with some very creative and witty folk here during the month of April.

April Fool Romance

March 31, 2015 — 2 Comments

Jurgen and Ardell

Jurgen and Ardell

Born to be together, nobody would ever guess

How destiny had formed their souls into a perfect fit

He is concerned with systems, mathematics, digital hacks

She is an intuitive healer, in possession of everything he lacks

They found themselves in Big Sur, a classic hippie venue

Aires attraction brought them in sync, and the magnetism continues

Sharing  a birthday on  April first  these lovers celebrate diversity

Cherishing home grown romance, more abundant with each anniversary

These fools know the secret in taking risks is usually on the surface

Be the lover you were born to be by ignoring what makes others nervous

 

Happy birthday to my favorite foolish couple!

NaPoWriMo 2015

NaPoWriMo 2015

Please enjoy the poetry party this month by clicking here.  Read, write, recite…be corny, gentle readers. There is no such thing as too corny.

 

 

 

Let’s Hear it for The Beats

March 29, 2015 — 6 Comments

Steve Allen and Jack Kerouac

Roberta McDonnell's avatarSubliminal Spaces

When I read Jack Kerouac’s On The Road the voice in my head insisted on reciting it in an American drawl with a jazz rhythm and haunted tone. Quite why this occurred is a mystery to me but I admit that it certainly added to the enjoyment of the book. Yet on hearing the author himself read the extract above I was blown away. So what made the work of The Beat Generation and Jack Kerouac in particular so enthralling?

For me it’s the depth; the scary extremes; the delving into and compassion for human experience that underpins their expressions. A fascination with the era of the early sixties further fuels my current obsession with The Beats, all of which are brilliantly portrayed in the regularly repeated documentary on Sky Arts 1 which charts the life and work of Jack Kerouac and includes interviews with a number of his contemporaries…

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Family Day at the Poetry Center

March 29, 2015 — 1 Comment

Yesterday I visited the U of A Poetry Center to find inspiration for my month of writing poems. Much to my surprise I arrived in middle of a special event. Family Day is held once a month in the winter months. Graduate students lead activities designed to stimulate interest in different age groups. I was given a name tag and asked what age group I wished to attend. Since 60 and over was represented by the docents I hung out with them for a few minutes asking questions.  The groups were gathered with leaders coaxing them to collaborate. The toddlers were drumming and drawing on the floor.  The teens were making up ironic statements about dental hygiene (which were very funny).  The middle school group was on the patio writing odes.  I took a place at the end of the table where I could hear them, but would not disturb them.

I listened to them praise mother and father, bamboo and bugs.  The work was brilliant and astute.  I spoke to the leaders after the session. They are graduate students studying creative writing.  They said that the activities here leave them completely uplifted and amazed every time they do it.  The kids blow their minds, just as they had mine.  I did some drawing and free writing while half-tuned into my fellow poets on the rock.  That was what I had come to do, so I spent 15 minutes on the task.  The snacks were being served and the band was playing in the courtyard, so I hustled on out to see what else was happening.

hula hoop and band

hula hoop and band

Chalk was provided and words had been applied to the concrete.  Hula hoops and a live band made the festive atmosphere complete.  The kids clearly loved Family Day.  The parents were pleased too.  A beautiful work of art was made on the spot by graduate students in art education.  Poems written by the kids that day were written on the background.  It was a resounding success.  I realized that I had come at the perfect time after all because the kids have the pure innocent free wheeling creativity I want to generate next month.

There were two typewriters set up for people to try, and they were popular.  The catering consisted of perfectly ripe fruit and muffins, perfect child fare.  I enjoyed the ripe pineapple, strawberries, and honeydew melon.  I felt like I had attended one of the best children’s parties ever.  The band even included a saw player, and what could be better than that?

 

#WeekendCoffeeShare at Cafe Coronet in Tucson

March 28, 2015 — 9 Comments

This is a perfect weekend to be in my home town of Tucson, so you are all invited to use your transporter cloaks to join me for coffee downtown Tucson at Cafe Coronet. I have recently been told how delicious the food is, so I decided to try it. The small bistro on Fourth Avenue has more space on the patio than inside the restored space.  Today the U of A basketball team is playing in the NCAA finals, so the street fashion was distinctly Wildcat as students and others geared up for the game party.  The Coronet patio is the perfect vantage point from which to take in the scene without being crowded.  Pull up a chair and order a beverage of your choice.  They pride themselves on the coffee as well as the cocktails.  Today I sampled the Orange Blossom Special with Luksusowa vodka, Cointreau, Creme de Cacao, and a couple of shots of espresso.

Orange Blossom Special

Orange Blossom Special

The menu offers plenty of choices. I ordered the “Bunnies”, a selection of three different salads, chosen from a list of four. They combined to create a brunch just to my liking.

bunnies salad trio

bunnies salad trio

If we were having coffee (and maybe a bite to eat) I would tell you that I have taken a big leap.  I have committed to writing 30 poems in 30 days as part of the #NaPoWriMo program in April.  I do publish my poetry, but I have not done so here, on my grown up WordPress blog.  On one hand I am inspired to do it and feel it will be a super challenge from which I will grow.  Another part of me is wondering why I did not just register my tumblr for the event, as I have in past years.  It is symbolic in a way I don’t yet understand.   Wish me luck, my coffee friends.  I will continue to write a weekend coffee post (not necessarily in verse) to stay in touch with you.  I enjoy our visits and don’t want to lose track of any members of the group.

#Weekendcoffeeshare

#Weekendcoffeeshare

It is starting to heat up fast in Arizona, which is not a personal problem for me because I love the heat.  My senior dog with kidney problems will need extra care and more frequent trips in and out of the house.  She is holding out well even though we know she has more limits all the time.  I am considering a radical change in schedule to leave me more time with her.  If I go to the gym when I wake up in the morning instead of the middle of the day, which is my habit, my dog will be outside in the coolest part of the day.  It may also be a good way to switch things up to be poetic every day. Perhaps by moving first and writing after vigorous exercise I will come up with a new approach. I listen to poetry while I work out very often, so it could be a source of inspiration. Have you ever turned your schedule upside down for results?  How is your daily grind going thee days?  Do you have anything new planned? Thanks for visiting my city this week.  Fly over town and check out all the flowering trees and wild flowers that are blooming right now. These flashy colors appear and fade very quickly while we return to summer temperatures.  There is horse racing at the Rillito Downs today, so take a turn up First Avenue to watch the excitement before you take the trip back to your home.  You will see some true cowboy culture at the racetrack.  The entire city is fixated on the basketball team, so if you will excuse me, I need to go Bear Down!!!

Cafe Coronet

Cafe Coronet